Tuesday, November 28, 2017

Would you still love me???

Would you still love me if you know that you're not my first love?
And if I've told those golden three words to somebody else before?
If I've given that same orange shirt to somebody else before?
Would you still love me like I'm new, brand new?
When I don't dress up the way you like, would you still love me ?
When I don't express my love to you all the time, would you still love me ?
Would you still love me, when I talk to guys whom you don't like?
Would you still love me, even when our friends and families don't like us being together?
Would you still love me when I cannot cook lip smacking food like your mother ?
Would you still love me, when I don't worship the God that you do ?
Would you still love me knowing how fussy I am about garlic?
When I don't follow my schedule and when I'm indisciplined, would you still love me ?
When I choose my career over you at times, will you still love me ?
If our work demands us to stay in different parts of the world, would you still love me and stay loyal to me?
Would you still love me if I showed you all my fears and worries?
Would you still love me if I pour out all my emotions?
Would you still love me when I talk out of my mind ?
Knowing the intensity of my mood swings, would you still love me?
Would you still love me and take up the responsibilities of my family?
Would you still love me seeing my imperfectly shaped body?
Would you still love me, when I wear that bright red lipstick that you don't like ?
Would you still love me if look terrible without make up showing you all my flaws?
Would you still love me if all my hair turned grey even before being parents ?
Would you still love me, when I don't pick your calls or reply you immediately?
Would you still love me, when I give a little more time to my friends than you?
Would you still love me, when I am lost when I'm with my friends and forget to call you?
Would you still love me, keeping aside your unstable, unpredictable thoughts?
Would you still love me even when our goals don't match?
Would you still love me knowing that you can never match the quantum of love that I shower on you?
Would you still love me,even after knowing you can get a better girl than me ?

I know...

Everytime you tell me you don't contact anybody, I know every single emoticon you send her
Everytime you tell me you don't meet anyone, I know how many nights you have spent with her
Everytime you tell me that you miss me, I know that I never crossed your mind when you were with her
Everytime you forgot to wish me on my birthday, I know how you flooded her with wishes and gifts on her birthday
Everytime you say you like the clothes that I chose for you, I know what's on your hand all the time
Everytime you say we looked good in pictures, I know who is in your heart's frame and on your profile pictures all the time
Everytime you called her your sister, I know how a brother-sister relationship should've been
Everytime you talk about her, I know how your eyes sparkle
Everytime you ignored my calls, I know who is on your frequently contacted list
Everytime you boasted about your ego to me, I know how you went behind her to convince her to talk to you
Everytime you said she was the one with you in your hard times, I know the compromises I made for you and the people I left for you
Everytime I asked to order food for us, I know how you remembered all her favorite dishes
Everytime she asked me not to talk to you acting like she owned you, I know how shattered I was
Everytime you showered her with extra love, only I know that I can never love anybody more...