I know...

Everytime you tell me you don't contact anybody, I know every single emoticon you send her
Everytime you tell me you don't meet anyone, I know how many nights you have spent with her
Everytime you tell me that you miss me, I know that I never crossed your mind when you were with her
Everytime you forgot to wish me on my birthday, I know how you flooded her with wishes and gifts on her birthday
Everytime you say you like the clothes that I chose for you, I know what's on your hand all the time
Everytime you say we looked good in pictures, I know who is in your heart's frame and on your profile pictures all the time
Everytime you called her your sister, I know how a brother-sister relationship should've been
Everytime you talk about her, I know how your eyes sparkle
Everytime you ignored my calls, I know who is on your frequently contacted list
Everytime you boasted about your ego to me, I know how you went behind her to convince her to talk to you
Everytime you said she was the one with you in your hard times, I know the compromises I made for you and the people I left for you
Everytime I asked to order food for us, I know how you remembered all her favorite dishes
Everytime she asked me not to talk to you acting like she owned you, I know how shattered I was
Everytime you showered her with extra love, only I know that I can never love anybody more...

THOUGHTS TOLD, WORDS UNTOLD :BEING FEARLESS

“No, I don’t have the talent.” , “What if my idea is rejected ?” , “Will I be laughed at for taking the road less traveled ?” , “Should I try it when there are already people doing it ?”, “ What if there is no market for the career that I want to choose ?”, “Do I have the right degree to pursue my dream ?”, “ Will I be able to finance my project ?”,  “Am I too old to do it ?”, “Nothing has ever gone right, will this one click?”

Have these thoughts crept in the back of your mind when you wanted to do something that you truly loved? Have you feared doing something that you dreamt ages ago?

Fear, some might say, is necessary, it stops us from doing something stupid like falling in the river which has whirlpool or jumping from a mountain without aids. But most of the fears that we generally have are unnecessary, baseless, they simply hold us back from achieving something.

There is always a chance that something bad can happen, Everyone in the world has varying degrees of potentially bad things that can happen to them. Yet, some people don’t spend their days full of anxiety.

Because they just don’t think about it.

But here’s the thing: having the fear is natural. Letting it stop you from going after your dreams is a tragedy. Fear is a terrible thing if you let it control you.

How To overcome the fear that is stopping you from achieving your goals and dreams ?

Here are a few tips that could help :

1. Start small and reach your bigger goal by achieving smaller goals

2. Write down your fears and address them one by one

3. Remember nothing worthwhile comes easy. Stay strong

4. Stay away from negative thoughts and negative people

5. Lead from within by staying motivated

6. Have faith in You-the Powerful You

7. People will judge you no matter what you choose to do

8. Don’t expect to be a perfectionist in the very beginning. Improvise in the due course

9. Challenge all kinds of negative self-talk that happens within yourself

10. Let go things that doesn’t help you reach your goal

There are hidden treasures within you. Don’t let them vanish because of fear. You don’t need anybody’s permission to do things that you love. People love their opinion and so should you love your decision. Results of your work is not something that you should worry about much before starting it. Just do it when you love it with all your heart and put your best effort by staying focussed and things will eventually fall in place.

 It is difficult undoubtedly, if it was easy everybody else would’ve done it. Instead of thinking- ‘Why now?’, think ‘Why not?’. Don’t quit before trying. Most things have been done already.But they have not been done by You. So it is okay to repeat. You need not be the creator always.

You know things. You will learn things that you don’t know over the course of time. Stop complaining and giving excuses as to why you cannot achieve something.

Remember your soul is waiting for you to achieve your dreams.  

Don’t fear!Don’t give up on things you really want to do.

Never let your fear decide your future because quite often fear kills more dreams than failure ever will.

He doesn't miss you anymore girl!

She moved on and I feel sorry for you
Because she thought you were the most amazing guy ever.
If she had a choice any day she would've picked you over all the men in the world.
Now you're another part of her past where she doesn't even remember the names of her ex. She will forget your name and existence too very soon.
Someday she will find the man of her dreams, a man who deserves her and will give her all the happiness in the world.

PS: Inspired by the post that I found some where. Haven't written it on my own completely. It's not my own work.

Time to let go

I think it's time for me to go away. Go away so far that you will never ever find me or another me.
I get love from someone else but it has never reached me as your thoughts have made a strong boundary where I'm not able to let anyone else sneak in it.
I wish you could tell the words that he does. I wish you could understand me like he does.
When I used to think your birthday was a festival you didn't even remember my birthday. Everything has changed so quick.
By leaving me all alone you made the words of the haters come true. I'm all alone in the cruel world. You made me all alone. Everyone wants to misuse me. I don't have enough strength to fight back like before. I had the courage then cuz you were always with me. But now I'm handicapped by your loss. I'm scared to talk to new people. Scared to create attachment. Scared to hurt myself again. Hope you're happy seeing me this way.
But don't you worry. I'll not give you that happiness. I'll answer you very soon.