Passing clouds are just meant to be looked at but never to feel deep.
You don't have to be attached to every passing cloud.
After all they were never meant to stay
No matter how hard you try.
When you deserve the Sun and the Moon never look at a passing cloud.
While there is a new bond created around our first half of our quarter century, there are bonds that are created since birth- A bond of a mother and a daughter
No matter how best the new bond partner can be, he's still a quarter century new.
Forever giving love unconditionally without taking care of themselves will always be by our side.
The only person who will accept all our flaws and imperfections without judging us.
The only person who will trust us and be by our side even if we commit blunders a hundred times
There's always some super power that gets generated when we just lie on their shoulder or lap no matter how many grand children we have.
Yes, this bond is inseparable, unbreakable and the strongest bond gifted to a girl To the bond that can never be undone 🙏
The feeling of going away and living with our new love is a battle between two different kinds of love and two loving people if we were asked to choose.
But we are forced to choose our new love for the remaining part of our lives.
The first quarter of a century of our lives is the best and perhaps the only best time to cherish every single moment with our super wonder woman called Mother.
Hugs to all the loving moms with daughters who send their daughters away with a smile dying deep inside ❤️
I smiled climbing up the stairs looking at you
All the while I was climbing, you kept guiding me through ;
Cautioning and motivating.
Your motivation made me skip a few steps and reach faster initially
But your cautions and reminders of people who had already taken the route and your appreciation for them made me stop a bit, think and leap slowly ;
Slower than ever before.
Didn't want to go any further
I had never thought of looking back
But the ones who had long gone were only physically gone and not mentally.
Along with it being a task to climb up, there was pressure, a hell lot of pressure to be equal to or better than the ones who had used this path.
I looked back when I didn't want to as the journey wasn't pleasing any more
I had come half way,
The remaining journey constantly reminded me of the struggles of the path that I had taken earlier
I started to feel I had nothing to do up there
It would be another painful spot like the past
There was constant fear throughout our nostalgic journey of warnings and reminders
Wasn't sure if the fear was for your curiosity or for my unwillingness to open up just like you-
A fear of vulnerability.
There's nothing more heart breaking than the fear of being rejected
I had lost my smile with this fear.
Would you leave me all alone mid way if you knew all my flaws and imperfections?
Would you judge me for every wrong step and wrong deed taken in the past ?
I was trying to stay calm in the chaos
But my dear friend for the good of both of us, I have decided to quit
To go back getting down the stairs to the same place where I was all alone by myself;
A place where there was no hope,
A place where I was the queen with my imperfections and flaws,
A place that gave me the liberty to be the way I wanted to,
A place where I would be appreciated,
A place where I was unanswerable,
And today I decide to quit,
Although I never knew what giving up was even before trying,
To bring back the lost smile on my face.
