Om tat sat

Om tat sat

The end of all endings-The end!!!

On the eve of Valentine's, my soul wants me to close all the chapters of the past. For some chapters are meant to be closed without closure.

Only if I close, can I turn to the next page of a new chapter.

A chapter that's going to be of new hopes, new beginnings, new love, new aspirations and new dreams.

A chapter that's going to make me realize why bad things happen and why we meet good people who turn out to be bad only to us.

A chapter that's going to be a goodbye to you to say a new 'Hello'.

But, before closing wanted to confess that:

There was belief despite the doubts.

There was understanding despite the misunderstanding.

There was love despite the hate poems

There was closeness despite living so far far away.

There was hope in your hopeless rude words

There was trust in the mistrustful friendships and relationships of yours.  Deep down I knew you could never cheat

There was gratitude despite selfishness for wanting you all to myself.

There were memories despite the formatting

There was irreversible, irrecoverable  pain that your actions gave despite me being your only love

There was weakness despite you being my strength

You proved that there was no point in fixing things that were meant to be broken.

There were realizations through your unsaid words.
 
And I loved you truly.

Thank you!

                      The end!!!
                 End of the chapter.
              The end of all the endings.

                              ***

Turn the page for the Next chapter...

Eyes, heart and soul!

"Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes; for those who love with heart and soul there is no separation"
- Rumi

Yes, I believed this.

You said good bye cuz you loved me from your eyes. Loved you from my heart and soul thought we were still not separated.

But, you forcefully kicked me out of your heart to have someone else who spoke your language and belonged to your community.

Anything got by force is not worth having.
You made me believe this.

I gave up.

Pure Bliss 🤗🤩😍❤️

"Do you want Kit-kat?",he asked pointing at the bar of chocolate on his pastry.

She nodded and began sharing it with the others in the table.

He quickly grabbed the chocolate pieces topped on her pastry while she was distributing her share of chocolate. 

"You stole my Ferrero Rocher", she cried.
"Haha, you thought I'm a fool to share my chocolate otherwise?" , he asked taking pride in his manipulation.

She kept cursing him throughout his stay in her City and giving lectures about trust and greed.

" Your cousin is down", called the warden.

She was confused as nobody knew her address

As she walked down, she saw him standing

She ran to him feeling overwhelmed as she knew none in the new city. No family nor relatives. She was all alone.

While everyone had friends, family, boy friends coming over near her hostel gate, she had none.

All she had were glimpses from her window of her hostel mates getting all the love.

She cried for being unable to control from grabbing him.

He gave her a packet asking her to open it.

She was surprised to see a box of Ferrero Rocher chocolates in it.

"You called me a thief for taking  half of a chocolate. Here, this is for you", he said.

She had no words. Firstly, for having someone visiting her at the new place. Secondly, for gifting her with her favorite chocolates.

" Is this my Valentine's day gift?", she asked.

" Chee. Noo. I don't believe in that.", he replied.

Although they didn't believe in a particular day to celebrate love, they shared it every single day.

"Time to study", he reminded.

" Love you bro",she said cribbing as she didn't want to let him go.

" Bye bro, love you more than you know",  he said wrooming his bike.

She closed her eyes and thanked God for being fortunate for getting love in a place away from home.
She secretly wished for his happiness forever.

Sometimes it's not about how long we have known someone but it's about how quick we build connection and how good their intentions are.

They were connected.

You can have people whom you've known for ages cursing you secretly at your back and feeling jealous.

You can have people whom you've just met but wishing you great things.

He belonged to the second category.

He had taken over her heart completely to let anyone else inside making her forget everyone in the past.

A 'bro' can replace and give all the love that could be given by a man.

There are different forms of love
Love of God
Love of self
Love of parents
Love of siblings
Love of bro
Love of friends
Love of a partner
Love of children
but all same in the end.

It's all about being unselfish, giving oneself to others unconditionally.

Love is pure bliss 💙❤️

Her bro was her happiness 🤗🤗