Thursday, April 25, 2019

Bidding goodbye!

Hello reader!

Thank you for going through my posts.

Hope you were able to connect atleast to one line that has been written.

Well, didn't write it for readers anyday.

This blog has been extremely special to me.

I shared every small emotion, tweaked a few, exaggerated a lot, wrote a few as heard.
 It has been therapeutic.


A lot of painful, depressing situations have happened ever since I started writing and I have strongly overcome them.
When I found no ear to hear, shoulder to cry, heart to love, my blog had given me all the love by just letting me express with no fear.

But somehow, beginning a new life with new hopes, new aspirations and dreams, don't feel like continuing writing here.

With beliefs which may sound superstitious, will be starting a new blog hoping that everything good will happen now and atleast find all things lost and missed over the years.

Thank you for showering love, encouragement and ideas. 

My best wishes to you for taking your time to read this. Let the best come your way. God bless

Continue reading and encouraging...

Tuesday, February 12, 2019

The end of all endings-The end!!!

On the eve of Valentine's, my soul wants me to close all the chapters of the past. For some chapters are meant to be closed without closure.

Only if I close, can I turn to the next page of a new chapter.

A chapter that's going to be of new hopes, new beginnings, new love, new aspirations and new dreams.

A chapter that's going to make me realize why bad things happen and why we meet good people who turn out to be bad only to us.

A chapter that's going to be a goodbye to you to say a new 'Hello'.

But, before closing wanted to confess that:

There was belief despite the doubts.

There was understanding despite the misunderstanding.

There was love despite the hate poems

There was closeness despite living so far far away.

There was hope in your hopeless rude words

There was trust in the mistrustful friendships and relationships of yours.  Deep down I knew you could never cheat

There was gratitude despite selfishness for wanting you all to myself.

There were memories despite the formatting

There was irreversible, irrecoverable  pain that your actions gave despite me being your only love

There was weakness despite you being my strength

You proved that there was no point in fixing things that were meant to be broken.

There were realizations through your unsaid words.
 
And I loved you truly.

Thank you!

                      The end!!!
                 End of the chapter.
              The end of all the endings.

                              ***

Turn the page for the Next chapter...

Monday, February 11, 2019

Eyes, heart and soul!

"Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes; for those who love with heart and soul there is no separation"
- Rumi

Yes, I believed this.

You said good bye cuz you loved me from your eyes. Loved you from my heart and soul thought we were still not separated.

But, you forcefully kicked me out of your heart to have someone else who spoke your language and belonged to your community.

Anything got by force is not worth having.
You made me believe this.

I gave up.