Confessions to the man I lost my heart for...

My Dear Prince,

I didn't fall in love with you, the day I met you
It took me about half a decade to realize that you were the one I wanted to lose my heart and soul for
But as you know, I had felt this earlier too,  but for someone else.

Everytime you miss sending a good morning or a good night text, I remember the fight that I used to have with him over the same issue
Everytime I got dresssed with a hell lot of excitement eagerly waiting to see you, I remember his favourite dress
Everytime you said I looked good without makeup, I remember the lipstick that he had gifted me
Everytime I go to a cafe with you, I remember his favourite drink
Everytime I yearned to hold you close, craving for yor hugs, I remember my first hug with him
Everytime I make our future plans of building a family with you, I remember the names that I wanted to address his kids with
Everytime I write a love poem for you, I remember my first break up poem on him
Everytime I say this is not my first love, I fall in love with you a lot more for never questioning me about my past
Everytime I say I love you, I mean it to bits, and when I say it this time, I only think of you because  you've made me give you the purest version of me by loving me, for just the way I'm.