Monday, December 31, 2018

Choices⁉️✔️❌☑️❤️🤗👩‍⚖️👩‍🎓👰🤷

Sometimes, life throws at you billions of blessings
But it is thrown at such a moment that you don't know which to choose and which to leave
Rather a situation when you can choose only one at a time.
I have come across this multiple times earlier
Everytime I chose, I chose with happiness
 I chose with no doubts, no thinking
My goals were always set right
Then, I knew I would get better choices to make
I could get back the same thing again
It could wait ...
But this time, it is a choice between two blessings that matter the most
Letting one go is devastating
Seeing it grow with someone else
Was grabbed the moment I let go
I thought I could catch it back
But everything is too late now
Before I could dream it was shattered
Before I could express it was gone
Gone for good!!
Boom!!! And it's all gone before I could blink.

I've lived and loved my choices
Of course, I can live without those bygone
Earlier it was a choice between right and wrong
Now it is between better and the best
 Present and the future
Future love and future life.

Made the choice already
Not a pleasing one at the moment
But I'm sure, this is what I wanted to live with
Before anything else came into my life
So it should still remain before and above everything at the moment
This is what was destined
May be I was meant to do something else 
May be my life's purpose was something else
A dilemma still persists...
You're my most addictive dilemma

Feeling dumb as words are flowing only in mind
With the fear of the consequences of raising my voice to make you my first choice ,
I write these words which will remain unsaid forever...

Monday, December 17, 2018

Don't trust words, trust actions!

Don't believe when he tells that you make him happy but is scared to introduce you to his friends and family

Don't believe when he asks you sorry for not giving time cuz you saw him having time for everybody else

Don't believe when he tells you he values his family and can't go out with a girl but always goes around with the same girl whom he doesn't consider as a sister

Don't believe when he tells you he has changed but still shows that aggressiveness despite being miles apart

Don't believe when he acts like he trusts you but cross questions you to prove you wrong

Don't believe when he tells you that he's gonna keep you happy when he never made attempts to know what makes you happy

Don't believe when he tells you he is a man of principles and a teetotaler but told you how important it was to be a social drinker

Don't believe when he tells you he can't get back home late but goes out all night with his sister-friend

Don't believe when he tells you he doesn't like to accessorize but wears that fancy bracelet all the time

Don't believe when he tells you I love you when he doesn't have the guts to take it marriage

Don't believe when he tells you he would let you do what you wanted to but doesn't let you apply your favorite lipstick

Don't believe when he tells you he hails from a great family but all he does is criticize and body shame

Don't believe when he tells you're fat or just has make up on for beauty lies in the eye of the beholder and he's just insecure

Don't believe when he boasts about his achievements cuz he would never let you achieve

Don't believe when he wishes you for your exams but all he does is talk about love and lust

Don't believe when he shows off his money cuz you are going to be nothing but his slave

Don't believe when he compliments you once in a blue moon as a formality cuz he always was insecure about how you looked

Don't believe when he tells you he misses you when he made no attempts to contact you

Don't believe when he tells you he has no ego cuz he still believes that woman are supposed to live a certain way

Don't believe when he tells you he's decent and possessive but all he does is getting touchy with other girls in public

Don't believe when he blamed his ex for his break-up, he was just not brave to take it forward

Don't believe when he tells you he feels nothing for her but stalks her on all social media and clicks pictures with her

Don't believe when he tells you he loves you more than her as it was her side which he had taken when she embarrassed you

Don't believe when he tells you he doesn't contact her when you know she was so close to grab his phone and abuse you

Don't believe when he advices you like a saint but all he does is flirting around with girls

Don't believe when he tells he has nothing less and is well settled cuz no independent girl would survive with his narrow mind

Don't believe when you've already caught him lying for he still thinks he can fool you

Don't believe when he does drama to make you trust him all over again

But believe him when he says good bye cuz that's what you should do too to love yourself and be happy

And Believe him when he doesn't fight to stay cuz you deserve something way better than him

And Believe him when he tells you it won't work out cuz it shouldn't work out either

Cuz baby girl, don't believe words but actions ❤️🤗

Sunday, December 16, 2018

Exceptionally mine ❤️❤️🤗🤗😘😘😍

In the world of wicked men, opportunists, Romeos, playboys,liars, cheaters, ditchers,
I found you, mistaking you to be either of them.
Just like an oasis in the desert
And an aurora in dark black sky,
You are pure bliss, a savior and an exception to everyone I had ever known.

Your game is with numbers, sections, maxims and all you manage is time, goals, work commitments perfectly instead of feelings and girls.
A blessing to your family and friends.

Although younger than every guy with whom I had crossed paths with, you're the one whom I adore and respect the most and cherish every moment lived.

Beauty not just in your name and face but in your heart is what attracts people towards you.
Cuteness just over flows when you get irritated or jealous.
And that's why I give you more reasons to get annoyed.
Never found anyone who dared take my ferrero rocher by manipulating me with KitKat either.

Never found anyone who has had the same dreams, wishes like mine.
When I found you, I found my dreams and wishes take its re-birth.
We don't just share our dreams and goals but our insecurities too.
An insecurity about people who like us. OMG. We can never fall in love with anyone.
You're the better and the best version of who I want to be.
Dreamer, believer,achiever and my irreplaceable 'bro' for live.

Thank you for bringing back the sparkle in me
To dream big and work hard when I was all lost.
Lost in finding the path towards my goal and my smile.
You brought them all back.
You're probably the only man whom I would listen to at the moment, bow my head to, give up my ego for,
share my dreams and goals with, shout out 'love you' with neither fear nor doubt
Cuz a 'bro' never gives pain and our 'bro-bro' relationship is cleaner than rakhi/bracelet/ring 'bro-sis' relationships,' girl-boy' friendships.
You're my bro- boy for life exceptionally.

Love you bro.🤗😘😍 On your special day, I wish you find all happiness in the world and conquer the world like a boss❤️